Falling in love

104_5177This past year, I fell in love and it was a terribly hard fall. I fell in love with a country and a boy and my heart is missing both of them more than it can handle. Every second of the day, every single moment I am wishing I could be back in their arms. A constant yearning burns deep within me, always reminding me of their absence. Now they’re both gone and I don’t know what to do. Nothing in this life here reminds me of them; they live in my dreams– in a far away paradise. Memories like sand, slipping through my fingers no matter how hard I try to hold on. My heart struggles to breath under all the weight. What do I do? What can I do?
Hope is not strong enough to support a bridge built on faith, built too quickly. My heart and soul stayed in Fiji and I’m desperately trying to get them to come back to me.

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